Ropin' all the cattle like a cowpoke
Life's a battle with some wild folk
and when you win they flip the channel
It's a fallacy that everyone can become what they dreamin'
What you seein' lately? When you looking in the mirror
Ultralight beams pushin' thru the fear
Although it might seem to make things a little clearer
(For the time being) It's a pipe dream and then the Sun comes
Just to melt ya ice cream, cue the fucking fight scene!

Hope can fill the void if I'm high
Been a minute since I put the tree down
and got immersed in my surroundings
Will it make a sound if I fall from out the boundaries
If I left town right now would it be the worst?
I'm not bound to anything but the Earth and the sky around me
Birds circling above lookin for a heartbeat
I draw lines in the dirt tryin' to make a new street
Before they swoop down to take a bite up outta me

Time can tell but it'll never share its secrets
It's a mindfuck when I try an think about the reasons
And I'm on stuck tryin' to figure out how many seasons
I been awestruck, eyes fixated on the ceiling
There's something in my sights but It's nothing I can reach
and I'm huffin like a wolf tryin' to get at the meat
I been showin' my teeth, foamin' for the gristle
Getting hotter than a pistol since about 1983

Hyphenated dreams, caffeinated schemes
Unimaginable how I'm still managing to handle all my damage
Like a maverick and you know I'm still painting happy little trees
Even though I'm fuckin up the canvas
In a panic even when I'm layin on the mattress
I try to suppress it with a bag of the organic
But the pressure is a menace
Couldn't play at the Majestic
Without yakkin' in the parking ramp
That's a microcosm of my stress

Got a lot to do, it's improbable
To topple all these obstacles before we hit the box
Even moreso are the thoughts
That's why I'm tryin' to find a plot
I don't really wanna have to rot
In my own solitude
Volatile with the vile why can't I just follow thru
Why can't I just bottle up anomalies
Economy on fire and this is kinda how I feel
No cap it's kinda hot sittin' on top of it

This could be my monologue
This could be my eulogy
This could be the best shit that I made since me n neumy
This could be a lesson but that never meant shit to me
This could be the reason why I try to hide the truth
This could be the apathy
This could be the noose
This could be a loose representation of anybody, anywhere
Tied together
Spirit tethered
Something like a family
This could be the proof

POOF!